where on the earth are you

hey there little boy.why are you crying.?the boy looking at the stranger sadly while his tears came down.the boy answering.why?why?why she left me alone.don't she miss me.i miss her a lot.why does she looking so happy at there while i'm here suffering?i miss her.i miss our day when we smiling to each other,laughing,snap picture,having a walk while holding hand.i miss her,to be my best friend again.it seems that the little girl is happy when i'm not around.


that is my situation right now.this moment if you understand.yes i need her..no i need all you guys yes you,you miss and mr A.where are you guys.I REALLY NEED YOU GUYs.don't you know how i feel this day today this time.don't you care.maybe i'm the one who only been thinking that you guy are important in my life but you guys?HMMM.i think the time is arrived that i need to be independence by myself..i need to take care myself,make thing by myself,get up by myself.just me.yes me.no one else..uurrgghh..the world is just to big for me.it ok everybody will sigh at the first time when they try to be independence.inshaallah.


and when i look behind on all my younger times i have to thank the wrong one and the beloved one that left me because they led me to a love so strong.-angah hussaini.